Onesided love

Pickup.

I need you to know that I love you.

Your existence is what makes me exist.

I know you you don’t love me,

but I don’t care

because I am holding out hope that you will.

You were the first person I truly fell in love with

even though our relationship was filled with drunken nights of fireball shots.

You protected me from the rain

when I said I don’t like kissing in it.

You showed me what love could be;

although onesided.

I just need to tell you,

I still love you.

It’s a wonderful life

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I died.

Not in a depressing way,

just I wonder how my friends and family would change.

My mom would fall apart.

We are linked like chains

and more like best friends than mother and daughter.

I am thankful for her

and we continue to grow our relationship.

My siblings would drift away like sailboats on the ocean.

I have always felt like the glue between my parents and my siblings.

True or not.

That is my personality.

I try to be friends with everyone

I try to make everyone happy,

regardless of how I’m feeling

because I know what it’s like to be in the dark.

Salt and Pepper

I want things to be better between us.

It feels like an icy storm over our relationship

and I am not dressed for negative degree weather.

It use to be easy talking to you

simple

I was the salt and you were the pepper.

But then we grew into ourselves,

wanting more from one another

becoming more complex

and I don’t know if I like pepper anymore.

Break

Taking a break for a week or so. In the middle of moving. I will probably be back to normal posting on Sept 3rd. Thank you for understanding ❤️

I will probably post sporadically from now until the 3rd. I will keep y’all posted