Floating around in the afternoon
and hearing the chirps of birds.
Feeling the summer breeze on my skin
makes me think of summer camp.
Sitting by the lake watching my cabinmates
laugh and joke.
It was a simpler time
we had no worries
and we knew that we would see each other again.
Grief is the human condition.
The pain left behind from
To see the color fade into grey
and the life dissolve,
and leave behind an aching film
that never disappears.
Walking along the beauty of the beach
and I feel the sand and salt in my hair.
I see that bright ball blaze
falling over the ocean.
And I am happy
because vacation is
It feels like there are
cannibals chewing on my insides.
While I’m screaming for attention
to have them attack something else.
Sometimes I don’t know
what I’m doing.
How do I live life without you
when you taught me everything I know?
Sometimes you want someone so bad
that you wish and hope
for the best
but come out a
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I will not be posting from May 29 – June 10. I will be on vacation celebrating my 25th birthday.
But, I will return on June 11.
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